Have you ever just thought of running away? From all the bullshits, from all the lies, from all the fake friends, from just simply everything you're going through now? Be it with friends, or family?
Well, because... I have. I constantly ask myself lots of whys every night. And the most recent why i asked myself was 'why am i always the one suffering, when everyone else around me seems... happy?' I just want to escape, from the real world, from reality just for awhile, don't you? Just imagine, a place, where no one can ever find you for a few days, you finally can rest your mind in peace, be alone & settle your thoughts, wouldn't that be nice?
Now. I want to ask you, have you ever doubted yourself? Your looks? Your figure?
Have you ever ask yourself : 'Am i invisible? Are my feelings just a joke to everyone? Why am I constantly getting forgotten? Am I just not good enough for anybody? Am I not pretty enough for SOCIETY? When will anybody understand? When will I fit in? When will anybody finally notice and care?'
Now, let's be honest here, have you? Well, i believe that 99% of you here have.
So let me tell you, everyone of us here wakes up to a brand new day, a fresh beautiful morning, but society has to ruin it for us, right? true? But have you ever thought of, just TRYING to live a day without allowing what others say about you affect you? Without allowing all those nasty words others used to describe you affect your life? Don't allow words like fat, ugly, slut, obese, pimple face, bamboo, affect you, and just believe that you're beautiful? If you have never thought of trying, or you think it's too difficult for you to ignore what others are saying about you, i guess you should try it, just try your best, put some effort into it. And at the end of the day, look at yourself in the mirror and ask yourself 'were you happy today?' .
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Everyone of us deserves to be happy, we deserve to smile, we deserve to be proud of the choices we make! & I believe that there are still good in everyone, it's not gone, it's just buried deep inside by troubles, heartaches and problems.
Be happy, I believe in you.
xo - Lynn
